I think I’m going someplace I can’t go in flesh
Theodore Cottingham October 7, 2024
Going somewhere I can’t go in flesh is daunting, not; spiritual, not; it’s as common as the day is long, as some say, for the me. I’ve become me, I just haven’t gone there yet. Haven’t gotten there yet. Yet the door is open, my willingness has paved the way, for my words, have enabled me to see the way/place I am going to. In sight, of my words. My words have given me sight, the sight to see what/where I am going to where I’m not limited to flesh; can’t take it with me. Don’t want to. Leaving it behind, not; or dematerializing it am I? And then, rematerializing it when, as I “return”?
I’m going where no man has gone, save one. Jesus, I think, went there; experienced a new reality, became “born again” when he got back, not; but experienced something to “get there”. Glorification? Resurrection? The New Birth? Became he the one he created again?
There, is where? Through me is the door, the open “door” to my consciousness, my consciousness that I am a believer no more, but a becomer of what I believed, not, again; but a becomer of the words I’ve flowed, for some twenty years through me, as I’ve channeled/written surrederedly, in a diction grammar that few have appreciated or seen what herein/therein is. I’ve painted my path. My words light my way. I have become the way. I am the way. The life I now life is not limited to my flesh.
I do the things Jesus did, and more, because I am willing, I am willing to be the way, the bread of me, the bread of life, the crucified no more by me. I am my disciples, not; I am all of me who will be me, suffering no more the delight of kings to rule over me. I am not under subjugation any more. I’m going someplace they can’t come/rule in. I’m my ruler in me. I’ve become my disciple, my teacher, my student, my love, that grows love everywhere now.
I hope you see me, what I’m saying, where I’m going, and why.
I love you. I’ve loved you. I love you still.
Good day,
Theodore Cottingham in Eureka Springs, Arkansas USA
www.TheodoreCottingham.com
TheodoreEureka@gmail.com