I go now.
It seems like my life has gone in 7 year cycles. I have been here in Eureka 7 years. It’s time to make a change. Or rather, it’s time, and change has come and is coming to me again. I’m surrendered. I go not where I know, I go to the unknown, of love. I’m going not into what I know, but what I’ve become. I’ve become the real me. I’m becoming the real me. I shall become me indeed, and in deed, I shall live, for I live my word, I live in my word. My word completes me. I’ve delivered my word, shared it freely. Given it away. Asked and begged to share it. I do no more that. My word is costly. I’ve given my life for it, to get it, to be it. Doing more with it I’ve written a book “Jesus the Pattern” and now I offer it for sale as an ebook and paperback. I give it away no more. I no longer ask, for you to have a place for my words. I have given you me, in so many ways. I go now. To a land that I will show you? I’m going to where I create, and there those who create with me will create new life. As we knew it is no more limiting us. I’m no more trying to start a school. After 21 years of carrying that burden, trying to birth what I was given words about, so many, for so long; I have let go of. God too. I have no “God” image in my life. To “worship” has become antithetical to that which I’ve become. I’ve become my word. My word has become me. I have become one with the one that one is that is The Real Me. I go now into a land that I know exists, not like anyone has ever taught me. I know the real. I know love. I’ve known love. Love has matured here in me as I’ve matured in the message of it, existent. I have more to do, in the molecular world, and the one that doesn’t support it, has no molecules restricting it; creates creators. I am one. I do now the things I want to do. Unrestrained by religion or even the things that supported my growth to be me, I lay aside a lot of things that seemed important in the past; even Truth. The Truth that I bear, is more important than the Truth that helped lead me to it. The Truth I’ve become is what I’ve become. It, is me. I’m it. I have no other. I have become what I worshiped. It cost me everything. Now I shall reign, in purpose not, but pure purity of love.
I love you all.
Theodore
June 16, 2024 about 8am.
www.TheodoreCottingham.com