I judge me worthy. I redeem me; no one else can.

I judge me worthy. I redeem me; no one else can. No one else is going to. Redemption doesn’t come from outside, it’s all an internal work; within my soul, not; but my mind. My mind is worthy. My soul shall not stand in the way any more. My surrender to my mind of light is complete -’ing me. I’ve become me, at war with me no more.

My mind is no more telling me I’m separate from God. My mind is no more telling me I’m separate from you. I am one with you, one with God, one with one is one. I’ve forgiven me of every sin, everything I have done and not done, every sin of commission and omission, every sin of motive word and deed. I forgive me, for I’m The Judge of Me you see. And you’re The Judge of you. Each of us are The Judge of who we are, what we’ve done, and what we do now.

Coming unto the knowledge of God I have rendered judgment unto me. I judge me to be equal with God surrendered to God for God is one, one consciousness not at war with itself again.

My light-body-mind is no longer subservient to my molecular mind. I no longer am belief bound. I am just I am. I’ve never been more content than I am right now.

Whether I live or die is moot. I know who I am and I know who you are. I am at peace. And whether I have a school or not, I have healed me … by my word, that has flowed from my pen. I have given it voice. I have become what I am, I Am again. One with my word is me. I have given it you.

I pray you BE a 21st Century Christ that’s you with your face, your name; taking back your authority to be who you are with an identity of your humanity and your Christship not being separate any more. I pray you forgive you of all you’ve done and not done, that you redeem you from the curse of The Law: the curse of Religion with its rule ritual and sacrifice to other, putting yourself under that no more. I pray that you learn how to learn daily from your inner voice with it “crying in the wilderness” no longer for to be heard, valued; and you transformed thereby. I pray your joy arises, that it resurrects you, resurrects your contentment, your power, your patience wisdom and understanding. I pray you’re powerless no more against your beliefs of the past, or the forces that would seek to destroy you by rendering your power useless and your authority void. I speak your rising up. I speak you’re powerful, beautiful, and humble. I speak your consciousness into place completing you in the form of the Angelic, beyond all imagery and imagination of other.

I bow before you and ask you to be you.

Theodore
School of Light Love & Peace
www.TheodoreCottingham.com
March 29, 2020

The words of love that love gave me began to birth love in me

Love … I like writing about love, because I’ve become it. That’s really audacious isn’t it? I’ve become love because I have written about it for years and my writings have informed me and taught me and I’ve changed over the years as love created itself within me. I let love create in me, I let love love me, and love formed something in me I never knew was possible before experiencing it: the words of love that love gave me began to birth love in me that crossed every line of demarcation and transcended every label! The seed of love was the flowing word that came to me each day that I let surface through my pen writing on a yellow tablet in a little chapel in Tulsa. Love formed in knowledge, love formed in me an imageless God, one that I could not imagine, for love taught me I was it. Could God wear my face? Use MY mind? Could our minds be one? Joined?

But I was taught that Jesus was “The One” and Jesus was “coming back” and He was the one and only, The Messiah, and He had done this that and the other FOR us so we could just “accept” it/him. Well … Love taught me that was not the case at all, but The Story still has value. Love taught me the birth of the Christchild actually occurred the moment you were born. YOU are The Christ whether you believe it or not, is what I’m taught by love. Love loves enough for ALL to be The Christ; we’re all one! The story is limitless!! Jesus was just the first of MANY who would follow to BECOME what he is, what he is even now. Love loves enough to wear your face and be called by your name, walk in your shoes and be joined with you in a union that defies explanation, defies Christianity, defies the logic of “man”. The union comes in consciousness.

God is joined in your mind, not your spirit apart from your mind. Love loves you because you’re it! Love operates in humility. Can you conceive that every day when you awake love bows before you and offers you the opportunity to be what it is, because that’s what you really are. Love melts the arrogance and adamancy of flesh that’s so opinionated with it’s subservience to ego. Every day when you look in the mirror I suggest you allow you to see love, love in those eyes that are looking at you, love in the eyes of those around you, love in those you’ve hated, love in those who have hurt you. Forgiving all, embrace love; the love that you are. Let not love be apart from you. Cultivate love. Let love teach you. Let love write through you. Love loves to teach, and love is so gentle. Love is patient and kind. Love is respectful, not just of others, but love is respectful of itself, love is respectful of all.

Love loves love to birth love in all, and it’s a seamless transition, not; it’s a transformation that occurs over time. It’s a maturing process. Surrender after surrender forms love that strengthens love that teaches love how to be it. I suggest we’re a race of lovers. I suggest you’re a lover. Please love you first. Loving you first let love teach you to be led by peace, giving worry no power over you. Let your light shine in your mirror, your self-talk, your inner voice, increasingly seeing The Real You, for you were never separate at all. Underneath that suit of flesh, we’re all Christ, we’re all The One. And The Consciousness is coming forth in this generation of lovers who will see, feel, and become the union of the One-Heart’d-Christ, Christ Christ’d. I guess that’s what I’m about: Christing Christ. I love you. You’re it!! 🙂

Theodore Cottingham
School of Light Love & Peace
www.TheodoreCottingham.com

March 28, 2020

 

I love you … but what do I mean by that?

“I love you.” I love you. I love you. But what … what do I mean by that? What compels me, what causes me to say that, to want to say that and do so? What in me wants to express love to you? What in me wants to be transmitted to you at any given moment by air, by sound waves, by touch, by ink, by pixels lit on your screen, for you to hear it, feel it, … experience it? Why should I want to convey my heart to your heart this way? What in ME is THAT? Is love in me trying to communicate with love in you? Birth a connection or strengthen it? Remove the veil of unlove between us? Gosh, is our love veiled from each other? If so why so? Why would we mete out our love in tiny portions to select people in select moments in certain situations when we have an infinite supply of it? Is it so TENDER, so FRAGILE that we feel or believe we have to protect it at every moment, from every person we see? What would happen if we freely release our love to be felt by others, women and men, married or not, of every color tribe and tongue, and communicated it freely? Tangibly? Can your love … light my love? Mine, yours? Does love commune at a level we can’t see or imagine, within us? Inside our mind? Healing us?

I believe love heals. I believe in healing each other, with kind words, soft spoken utterances of the heart, soft touches, smiles, patience displayed, forgiveness given for no reason at all. I believe the intent of love, even the intent of love heals, for it has power. It is powerful. Magnanimous. Splendorific!

I think the love in me sometimes recognizes the love in you and it wants to commune, to communicate, to be freed, to be an open channel, a river of life, to each other. Let ego, control, and ignorance keep us from feeling each others love no more. Let us become fearless in transmitting our light and love to each other. Let’s let love love love.

I speak release to our love this day in a way that catapults us out of self-imposed misery, out of the authority of others, out of Religion, out of the image given us of ourselves by others’ stories; I pray for the love in us to come alive for others we’ve never loved, including your ever expanding love for you … to you for you through you, you first. See love, feel love, become love; flow, connect, heal … becoming The Light Ones again. Thank you.

Theodore Cottingham
www.TheodoreCottingham.com

The Consciousness of Christ is being formed again

The God mind is coming forth in the surrendered who will learn to let God teach them directly to form it through direct communication with God. No one will/can defeat this. It’s inevitable, imminent, and independent of religion; for it’s in the “common” people who will rise up now and take your position, exercising your authority to be who you are, not in the image of another. The humble nimble heart will learn to disavow and sever all authority others have had over you, forming you in their image. We are all creators of The Creator and we’re creating something brand new: the “us” that looks like us but with the mind of God. Our egocentric mechanical mind will no longer create an image that we give to ourselves as separate from each other or separate from God. We’re coming back into the oneship of Christ, the Christ mind, that which thinks it’s not robbery to be equal with God.

The development of the God mind knows no gender; no gender dependencies exist. It crosses all boundaries. Religion, even religion will not defeat it, for it will go deep in the hearts of the existent to see the immortal and experience the eternal in ways of The Now as never imagined by the ones who framed our constitution.

The God mind is telepathic, not needing syllables spoken nor words written to communicate. It crosses planets, planetary boundaries; as it has no boundaries. No-limits-God is arising and coming THROUGH the simple people who resist not. Those who open the gates of their kingdom, the Kingdom of Their Mind to the real true light to become it, will become light love and peace again.

The Consciousness of Christ is being formed again, and Christianity will fall apart at its seams, for it will not be able to hold this message back. Concepts like “vicarious atonement” will dissolve and fade from consciousness. God being separate in space or time or capacity will form it no more. The Creator will create it perfectly this time, in a union that knows peace, and the “neuron war” will cease. The God mind defeats the syllables that limit it. The beholder of God becomes God: one with God is God. The unlimited form of man is coming forth as God and one that makes one, not two separate.

The God mind is developing an army, an army of grannies and old men and worn out people who have been discarded by so many. We rise, the simple mind of God, in us, who see, who feel, who become, who become one with the ones that make one altogether one. It’s not a hard concept to grasp, it’s just different. Let not your heart be hardened against The New, The New Covenant, God teaching directly. Not in a book. Not static. Not with religion in between. God direct, that’s what’s happening now, the generation of. Our generation generates Christ, the Christ Mind, the Christ Consciousness, the God Mind connected to all of us, as was intended all the time.

The tendency of people to “want” to be right will now give way to the Great Emergence of people wanting truth more than wanting confirmation of their past image of God. The Image of God is going bye bye. God will again become the “alive” in every surrendered person of every race and color across all lines of demarcation to operate with the mind of love, AND a delivery system that defies explanation right now. It’s all prepared. It’s all in place. “I shall lose none” says God of the surrendered who will be it, creating God and “man” not separate. The Consciousness of Christ, of God, will rampant become; and the “institutions” of separation will now “lose” their power and authority.

The God Story will again become about you; you, “the you” that was in that “manger”, the you that was foretold about, the you that crucifies your ego to transcend this molecular world, the you that still comes back and operates here just as Jesus came and ate fish after the resurrection with his friends. The Unlimited People come forth, just as all the super-hero movies portray some aspect of, just as the Bible foretells “a people come great and strong”. I offer you a new covenant calling yours forth. I’ve written my words and it’s time for you to write yours. Your covenant must come through you, your pen, your creation, your creatorship defining your love in unlimited ways for “your brethren” which is the human race, and yet farther. We’re unlimited, becoming so. We’re telepathic, becoming so. We’re in school to become the “who we are” that we “were” before time and space incarcerated us in thought. A new Mind is developing, and that mind is “us”. The “One”. One loves us all, and The One is us. Fear not. It’s all changing now. I love you.

My name is Theodore, simple one, a one of many ones, birthing now. Amen.

School of Light Love & Peace
Box 34, Eureka Springs, Arkansas USA 72632
www.TheodoreCottingham.com

The path of the Godseeker is fraught with peril

The path of the Godseeker is rough, fraught with peril, loneliness, because the path to God … you walk alone. No one can go with you. It’s an inner journey, that has massive consequences. It affects everything you do, everything you are. It affects your time spent, your values, your friends, your decisions, your family, your income. It changes your life. Few go there; the cost is too high. The “norm” is to know “about” God, to some degree; to study certain texts and become somewhat conversant about “it” and what you believe. But the “seeker” … who truly seeks, who goes inside … without walls, naked of pretense and not holding onto belief of any sort, will find amazing and wonderful things. Light cities. Light communication. Light, that needs not syllables to be communicated. Light downloads that suddenly received are as “clumps” of information/connections producing understanding, linkages of previous experiences, moments, words, feelings, deep things beyond deep. It’s an exploration of you. It requires willingness and humility, and ultimate surrender, to learn who you are, so you become not what just people have told you you are to be. You’re fashioning your consciousness by your willingness to go where “no person has gone”, you going into you; and everything you seek, is inside you.

This is not about meditation, this is about surrender, ultimate surrender, to be still, to overcome the enemy within: that “word producing machine” that wants all of our attention, that machine we’ve all grown within us, that determines our consciousness by its algorithms that interpret waves of a limited energy spectrum to us; sound waves, light waves, waves waves waves. We’re absolutely blind to the light that we ARE until we learn to bypass what has programmed us to learn to be separate from God. When the “machine” The Beast within is stilled, The Teacher can teach and The Teacher is WITHIN every person and does so in intimacy. It’s not label dependent. It’s intimate. It’s sexual union, not; it’s way beyond. It’s intimacy where each mind is surrendered to be The One mind: your mind and God’s mind becoming ONE. And in moments of oneness, all hell breaks loose. Shackles lose their power: the shackles of thought, belief, dogma, darkness that encompasses the light of The One that’s in you that IS you is seen, message by message, intimacy by intimacy, surrender by surrender, day after day, transformation ensues. It’s a process! And it’s an adventure.

The abyss closes, the veil between you and God becomes thinner and thinner, and you begin seeing through it; learning takes place, intimacy is experienced, joys abound; yet there are still times on this path when moments of grief and sorrow pierce us. Agonizing judgment ensues, for all this must be judged by the seeker. The seeker is his/her own judge, of what they are experiencing, learning, putting “together” a new “map” of the world, a New World.

Thus we become citizens of two worlds. We learn to live in a palace of light: the temple not made with hands, because we’ve constructed it surrender by surrender in intimate union with our light body that’s the real us that is The One we sought. There’s no vicarious atonement. Our sacrifice, our Sacrifice, is us. The Savior, is us. Each of us can only redeem who we are. We become The Chosen People because we choose us. Each one “chooses” the one they think they are to go on this path. It’s a lonely path, a costly one. Count the cost, and let no one tell you it’s easy, and anyone who tells you it is has never fully walked the path. Experiencing the new birth you, takes time effort dedication surrender and time time time. You don’t become a new creation by saying a little prayer. It’s a process, a costly one. Judge well my friend, for you’re the only judge of you. And when you see God … you’ll see you. You were it all the time. The light resides … you’re it, all energy of all creation; ready to create, be. Thank you. 

Theodore Cottingham
School of Light Love & Peace
Box 34, Eureka Springs, AR 72632 USA

www.TheodoreCottingham.com

 

 

Every person on earth can love every person on earth

I believe every person on earth can love every person on earth. Why would you not love everyone when it costs you nothing? Does it diminish you? Does loving everyone diminish your love, degrade it or affect you adversely in any way? Or does love grow its creator? Can you create love? By choice? I think we can. Does this require us opening our heart? Why would we keep it closed? Fear of hurt? Religious teaching? Social mores? Possible criticism?

I suggest it’s time for our love to mature to include every person. Let us reconsider the gift that we can give every person that we have an infinite supply of. We’ll never run out of love if we keep giving it away, keep exploring its limitedlessness, and continuing to become what it is.

Love may be a value system that means something different to every person based on all that they’ve experienced, but at the core of love may be certain characteristics, values, and behavior demonstrated: that of respect, patience, and equality. Love honors. Love talks with people rather than at them. Love forgives. Love laughs and has fun. Love cares about others.

I love you because I recognize you and I recognize our connection; we’re both part of each other. And I believe love heals. The more I love the more I’m healed from the wounds of centuries held in my/our DNA, as well as from experiences in this lifetime. We can become the healers of each other, recognizing our power to heal by our acceptance given unconditionally so that others feel it, feel it in their bones, so the marrow of healing goes out from us wherever we go and whoever we’re with whatever we’re doing. We exchange it with each other. It’s a continuous energy exchange, or can be. And nobody, no one can stop your love!

I open my book, I open my heart, my mind to you this day. I encourage you to write out your definition of love on a yellow tablet in your own handwriting, wrestling with the terms, the phrasing, thinking seriously about your love and the power you have to touch others and heal hurts they carry that you may have no idea of. Let us be sensitive, kind, and learn to let love flow through us, our words, our thoughts, our feelings. And who can imagine the result if we all start loving each other?

Theodore
School of Light Love & Peace
Eureka Springs, Arkansas
www.TheodoreCottingham.com

 

Love that matures continuously learns from each other

I believe in love. Don’t you? But what kind of love do we love with? Does it need to mature? Is it a once-created always-the-same kind of thing, or is it something organic, something that flows and grows? Does love need education? Is third grade love different than seventh grade love, or high school love? How do we address how our love can change? If you say “we’ve loved each other twenty years!” is it not valid to ask, “have you one year of love twenty times, or twenty years of growing streaming love developing learning from each other, maturing the love you share? What are the attributes of this kind of love?

I suggest one of the most critically important traits of love that matures is a continuous learning from each other. When one becomes not willing to learn from the other, as an equal, the relationship is stunted, and love will hurt, and stagnate. Seems to me love is a flow, an exchange of energy that inherently displays patience and great respect for each other, for each other’s heart, passion, vision, feelings and emotions. I’m thinking mature love cultivates hearts of openness to each other and keeps them open. The heart of love is a continuously learning heart. Mature love asks many questions, listens and considers. Mature love learns to engage others. Mature love takes time to grow and happens not automatically with age or time. Skill is involved. Time is involved. Many never understand the investment required to experience the rewards of a consistently maturing love. I’m still learning, asking, cultivating my openness, learning to explore the vast beauty of those around me … especially those that I love. And I’m learning to love you all 🙂

Theodore
School of Light Love & Peace
www.TheodoreCottingham.com

 

I’m giving up being normal.

I’m giving up being normal. Having channeled God for 15 years, the light is in my veins, my neurons, my consciousness, and now I choose to become increasingly fearless about completing my mission. I must let out what has come inside me by surrender. I am pregnant with a System of Education that releases the voice of the teacher within; within you, within the surrendered. I must be me, undam’d, flowing. A school for this is in my heart, my breath. I failed to start it in Tulsa. I was dedicated to it, for years. I failed. It didn’t happen. But here, here I am. Again willing to try. Give myself. Some will not understand. It’s all out the box. Redefines everything. Challenges structure, definitions, limitations, and frees all equally to be labelless, originating again that which we were, are, again forming; transformationless no longer. I walk humbly. I walk sure. Laugh if you must, but I’m coming out, to start a school, of lovers, to create their light bodies again. A school of light love and peace. In Eureka. I love you all. Theodore